There are times when your always-packed-to-do list seems to fade for a second, but we missed that.
‘I sensed something, but I was so busy, I ignored it.’ ‘Yeah, but so what?!’, or  ‘Don’t bother me, I’m drowning.’
We all make massive scenarios that fill our minds and days, full and non-stop.
We allow it to be the horizontal, vertical, and diagonal of our screen.
We thought we had to make a scenario early on, since everybody was telling us ‘you gotta do it like this’.
So we did and do, but as we kept adding to it, the parts we bought didn’t quite fit and caused us to run over our own and other people’s feet.
Even though the slick instructional videos that keep popping up makes us dizzy and the ads that never end are horrific, the big header reads that ‘failure to continue and stay subscribed will result in an ignominious, catastrophic-embarrassment-oblivion.’
Of course we don’t want that awfulness and no one does.So we renew again, crumby parts and seasickness and all.
And as instructed, we obtained the crate, with stove and toilet. We hitch to our various sleds and are driven so fast and far that our toenails fell off and our lungs are popping and we are thirsty and we wanna go back.
With sweat stinging our eyes, something in our ear whispers ‘This crate life ain’t that great.’
A couple days later we remembered a glimpse we noticed of a nice fire hydrant in the distance that we wanted to check out some time.
And that hydrant glimpse came up again today with more detail.
I wonder why that glimpse keeps happening.